Keeping that lil admiration within.

I LOVE TODAY!!! (:
My heart skipped a beat-for you.

The buddy had an awful day, so did I.
FUCK.
Thanks ar. :

Maybe i'm just different, unique, bizzare.
Will they ever accept me for who i am?
Is it wrong to stand out from the crowd?

Hello the dearests - big mouth, big ass and big ball!
BOOYA! End of the weekend.

Hello school again. Wonder what's installed for the coming week...

I'll finally be getting my adidas jacket from CHUHAO! That's if I can crawl outta bed at 6.45am. =/

Goodbye.

On the previous day...
The 'C' girls fought hard and well to beat SCGS, playing with RGS - long term rival, next wednesday to vie for the champion title. (: Good luck!

Headed to Home Club with Gaffar; AVA & Calerway were performing. Hung around the vicinity while waiting for the show to start. Listened to ROTA on his iPOD shuffle since I couldn't download the show earlier that day. Than when we were about to enter, the bouncer stopped us. Well, we hanged out outside Home Club the entire night. Sat outside and periodically heard bands' song streaming out the door. 'Tell me did we lose our heads?', I think I almost did. Anyhows, met some great people, Matt, Ian, Field, Hafyz and some others.
At around 11, Dad asked me to go home and I told him that I'll be like going home in 5 mins. But, I didn't reach home till like 5 hours later. Opps. (:

ATTENTION PLEASE: Rampage On The Airwaves has released the latest show 'The Aftermath of Baybeats Part I'. Download it NOW! Navigations to the website is on the left panel marked with an asterisk.

For the past days, I've been deprived of sufficient sleep and I'm gonna make up for it by sleeping till late tomorrow. WOOOO! NO SCHOOL! BUT still need to finish up tutorials and REVISE, REVISE & REVISE. Fuck projects and group work, makes me ding ding dong!

School celebrated Racial Harmony day today. Lynn and me had our mini celebration at Swensons. We saw 'Sister' eating the same Main Course as me, like she predicted. LOL. I think her prayers will go something like 'Thank God for Swensons!'. We felt kinda left out cos we were the only ones in uniform, while the rest of the customers were like in some sort of formal wear. Than there was this group of adults consisting of different races, we reckoned that they were celebrating Racial Harmony Day as well. Dragged ourselves back to school and I faithfully concentrated throughout the lecture even though I'm not sure what Mrs Heng was talking about. JUSTINA WAS NOT PAYING ATTENTION! Whenever you're sad, please think of the ear wax joke. HAHAHA (: (:

Experiencing euphoria. That small little gesture really made my day and perhaps the whole weekend. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Thanks Lynn for listening to all my shit. Thanks Bryan, for giving me courage. (:

Yesterday, I went out to survey the public alone, it was awful =/. Gaffar than called me and 'forced' me to go Baybeats when I was feeling lazy and all. He was late and I went up to the Observation Deck by myself. Derek Hess was showing slides of his works and explained his inspirations for them. Burned Out is my favourite piece. (:

Met Yvon. Met Nurain, her friend Batman and Vican(I think). Met Bib & Sabrina. Met Chris from Caracal. Met Love Me Butch(KL) when Gaffar interviewed them. The crowd was a massive pool of people donning black. A Vacant Affair, The Leaven Trait & Plain Sunset played awesome tracks and put up high-energy performances. People were moshing right at the front while security standby behind to pull out violent moshers. I was pushed into one involuntarily and heaved a sigh of relief when I got out of it. The few of them stayed on to catch The Velvet Teen while I made my way home.

Pictures! This was all that I could upload:
Baybeats 2006.


Derek Hess.

One of his works.
And another one.
Suicidal Preoccupation

A is for Mrs Audrey Koh.
Geography class, 0604 & 0622. WOO!
One more shot.
Mrs Koh, taking a bite.
The expression says it all.

Happy 26th Birthday Mrs Koh. (: The best CT I could ever have.

Ohkay, so I'd gotten back all of my results and 'It's all about U' (Thanks McFly) , except GP & Chinese. Not exactly proud of my grades, but I've got to accept reality. From emo to high; too much endorphins circulating in my blood.

For this term & the next I'm just gonna FOCUS on getting my studies back on track and work real hard during trainings.

Still, I wanna catch POC!! =/

Unplug gig at Newton *thumbs up.
Romy is da man!!!

WOOHOO! I got A for chinese!!! *jumps around
So far, I have U for Geog, U for Math, U for Physics. U^3. *shakes head

Still fat, despite training. Uurghhh.
We went to the gym today, AND I SAW * & *. WOOOOOOO! (:
During the 5-on-5, MY TEAMMATES DON'T RECOGNISE ME LA! SUPER SADED. ):

Promos in about 2 & a half months. Mug, Mug, mug.

Gaffar is leaving. Alex is leaving. Sherilyn left. Madeline left. Sufi left. Sigh. :( :( :( :( :(

Sports Day was held yesterday. NY, not enthu. Participated in the relay and novelty race. Elicia refuse to give me the baton even though I was in the yellow box, had to grab it from her literally =/. For the novelty race, Haris piggy backed me cos Shona was not willing.
Went back to the deck to collect my pay. Met up with Brenda and Shi Li, miss them both (:. Hearing them talking about drawing up balance sheets and P/Ls reminds me of the times taking POA in sec school. Rahman said he'll be leaving for Dubai next year to help out at his friend's father-in-law's hotel, the pay is USD$4000/month la. Ka-ching!
Bumped into Yvon & Yf on bus 133 (:.

Last year's sports day. Something worth remembering. I feel proud of our class whenever I don that shirt (:. Our logo rocks la.
I'VE GOT WW's secret! But I ain't suppose to tell. Be strong, stay strong girl. I love Pong Pa Bin.(:
Haven't talked to TYS for quite some time. Shit, I mean TSY. YOU ARE OFFICIALLY BEING MISSED! You & your big mouth. You & your crap. You & your complaints. You & your deafening voice. You & your idiosyncrasies. (:
Love, love, love.

LATE FOR SCHOOL! So hilarious. HAHAHA.
NY is super high techy. They scan late comer's ez-link cards.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! KNNBCCB. FUCK. NAHHHHHHHHHHHH BEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. FUCK PW

GOOD NEWS: EXAMS ARE O-V-E-R!!! (: *JUMPS
BAD NEWS: Lessons resume TOMORROW! --" Results are also gonna be released in the coming days. Red markings will be running across the pages; not a pretty sight to see. Shucks.

Got our class tee and it's *oppsie* =/. Hell yeah. I want 'L' la, but Sharon say cannot change, so cannot lor. =/

Lynn & me went down to Lido theatres to catch 4:30. There was no show at 4:30 so we bought the 2.35 tix anyway. Took postcards, 4:30's was not on the rack. Lunched at Taka's food court. Wrong choice. Lynn ate slower than me, as usual. She complained that we had too much weird food for the day so we didn't purchase anymore edible stuff, I agreed.

We watched 4:30. Silence > Dialogues.
After that, we went to Pacific Plaza. Browsed through the various shops & came right back down to ground level. I told Lynn about the cute sales guy in Stussy, commented on the beautiful golden frames than Lynn said 'ROYSTON TAN'. Standing right there at the cashier of 'That CD shop', was the director of the movie we just watched. Lynn said she wanna stalk him la. Super regret not going up to him, shake his hand, pose a shot with him and get his autograph(Damn, no 4:30 postcards!).

Yesterday, I almost got knocked down by a car while crossing the zebra crossing, plate number: 6796. I told mom I wanna buy 4D, than my aunt presented me with Saturday's 'wan bao', 2nd prize: 7696. Yvon: Nah Bey. Second time already. The first time, I bought 6913, mine, Nisa & TingYing's jersey number. 1396 came out. Oh well..

ME says:
why are you happy today?
maybe someone should ask me, says:
I SAW ROYSTON TAN

I slapped my bro, he gave me one too. I slapped him some more. Yelled at the top of my lungs. I should have used the chair and rammed it into his head.
We're not talking now. Maybe forever.

Hi Ming Kai. Thanks for talkin' to me the other day (:

Happy Birthday CheeHui! (:

Oral was okay. Kinda know what the conversation was about cos I lipped read. (: Imma genius. Back then in primary school, we(mandy & me) would read each others' lips when we try to convey messages. Those were the days..

Chop chop, chopped my hair. Got rid of the dried ends which were getting on my nerves. Bad decision to dye my hair. =/ Dinner with coach. Carena was sick. Nisa was absent due to awkardness. Beef lasagna I had. St Louis looked scrumptious; a big serving it was. Julia was sweet to get me a belated bday present. (: Shihui's one was in advance. Blue rose for ZhiLi. Coach had our company. Fair enough. Lastly, desserts for all.

Leon was around srgn so we met up and talked under the stars. He left after an hour or so. We didn't have much to talk about. Bsides, he lives in the west. Uh, yeah, the dude takes an hour+ to reach home.

I made a mistake, I should be glad that my friends are happy.

I'd become more cheerful, no. Melancholy builds up inside. 99.99% negative. Sees the glass half empty or rather, empty.



Waking up has never been this easy. Snoozing is out!!